So, this early morning, I sit in the waiting room at An Med in Anderson, SC. Mom looked a little pensive. I think we all are. Not knowing what the Lord's plan is can really test how much you trust Him. She wants us to be excited. All I can think is this may be my last day with my mama.
Her procedure is scheduled for 9:00. I want to think and consider possibilities. I want to not think at all. I want to assume the best case scenario is what will happen today. I want to prepare myself for what could come. How's that for trusting......
Mom wants us to be excited. WHAT? Come on, Mom. Surely you understand our perspective is a little different from yours....But, if I'm truly trusting, WHATEVER happens is worth getting exciting about, right?
Right? Well.....Of course, in theory that would be correct. Always, He works on our behalf for our good. Right? I'm working on it......
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